Not too long ago, I was diagnosed with Body Dysmorphic Disorder (BDD). This disorder is based around my obsession with my flaws and thinking that I'm the ugliest thing to walk this earth. I've tried therapy, tried training my thoughts...anything to make this monster leave me. But nothing has worked.
My best bet now is to have the most kick ass body anyone has ever seen. I'm sick of hating myself, sick of crying everytime i look in the mirror, and SO sick of comparing myself to other girls. It's time for a change. Cheers to starting over.